Having a wonderful time...

Okay.

So I am in love with my summer job. For serious. No joke. It's awesome.
Now granted - there is all of the usual drama that accompanies any show. In fact there are some MAJOR personality conflicts and such happening, but hey, it's a whole lot of creative and passionate people all working together in close space and long stretches of time. Stuff happens.

I've met some fabulous and wonderful people that completely counteract any negative ones. Not to mention the job itself. I love that every waking moment that I spend here is confirmation that this is what I want to spend the rest of my life doing. I LOVE it.

Even when I was waking up at 6 to get to the theatre and stumbling into bed at 3am totally dead from the day I wasn't anywhere near unhappy or discouraged. I feed off of it. The insanity paired with the truly wonderful moments is like some sort of crack that I cannot get enough of. Yay?

I do miss RVA, but at the same time it's nice to escape some stuff. I'm really feeling very uninhibited here and that's really, really sweet.
Personal life stuff in VA is toned down/suppressed a bit and I'm okay with that. I need to just be away from it for a bit.

Personal life here... yeah. Oh my life...
Maybe someday I'll learn how to be girly and such and not be a total spaz around guys who I like. Meh. For now I guess I'll just act like a total moron and hope that they read my subtext of "Hi" as being "I'm in love with you"? Yeah. There's nothing wrong with my plan at all!

~Marley