Oh my goodness.
My brain is fried. Insanely fried actually.
Shadow Play is going pretty smoothly, but it has totally taken over my life - which I knew was coming.
I'm tad bit stressed at the moment but it's honestly because every time I try to focus on the show other things catch up with me. Some little things like my computer being busted or the fact that this morning I was put in a forearm splint due to my long lasting tendinitis from MFL in New Harmony, or even the fact that I barely do any of the assigned reading for my classes - these things I can brush off.
It's the scary stuff that's draggin me down. Where am I going after college???? What do I do once my happy and safe bubble world called academic theatre is *poof* gone????
It keeps me up at night and makes me spaz out in the morning. I need to ignore it for just a little while longer... but it keeps knocking at my door.
Guh. I'm a junior. What the hell am I going to do when I'm a senior?!?!?!
~Marley
Harga Xiaomi Redmi 6A Murah
6 years ago
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Hey there!
I know this feeling. Actually i am on a high school still and i ask myself everyday what will happen in two years , when i'll finish? Will the unsiversity take my, for which i'll apply? The fact is: i planned my "carreer" more or less. But it is a difficult thing. I am german. but i wanna study on an english university. tourism management i wanna study, but there is only one university on wich all subjects are tought in english, which is near by my home. and we don't have enough money, so that i could go to a university in england or america. so this is more or less the only chance for me the realize my dream to study international tourism management in english. and it this unsiversity won't take me when i made my school leaving examination, well, i guess my dream bursts than *plop* like a bubble.
i definitely don't wanna think about this.
So, i really understand your feara and the big problem you mentioned. all the best for you.
Yours, Svenja (whom you don't know, which doesn't matters [= )
Live life, High School is the best time of your life and you will never get to do anything that you do again. Don't worry about your future, think about now and what you will do tomorrow. I'm only 22 and I wish I was 18 again.
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